notfersure;

I’ve gotten my self-confidence back.
I think that it’s the fact that I know people are noticing me, and I know they’re confused.
Let them be, they’ll get to know me in due time, if they wish.

MY HAIR CANNOT COMMIT TO ONE POPULAR GENRE OF MUSIC.

I still turn the hall's corners and look for your face.

You’re never there.

None of you ever are.

Death for my birthday-

I want death,
Death for my birthday
I want death, death in the worst way
I want death, death for my birthday.
Don’t get me wrong cause I love life,
but life has a boyfriend And bless my soul,
I’m out to destroy them I want death,
Death for my birthday
For my birthday

One sweet day,
his heart ceased to beat he fell so fast beneath all our feet
Through bugs and snakes,
the last words he had to say were: “Help me claw away to the surfac
Oh sweet lord you know I deserve this
Just one more, just one more birthday…”

Dear God,

If I cannot be home with my friends, and cannot be enjoying the fruits of my labor. Then please, send me an incredibly good looking indie boy with fantastic taste and music, and a lovely smile. Send me some sort of reprieve from this crappy life I’ve been leading as of late.

Yours,

Amanda

Funny, isn't it?

How I always seem to be doing okay, then I look through pictures. I see the band hall and all of my friends - I see faces I know.

Familiarity vs. Alien Habitat

Oh, to wake up and be home.